Let's move from 2017's resolution

I never imagine that i'll be a livestock student.. sumpah tak trpkir.. and the most unexpected is i'm one of student UMS.. urghhh.. I NEVER THOUGHT TO STUDY HERE.. ONE OF THE REASON IS JAUH DARI RUMAH..

Before this, I wanted to be A DOCTOR.. masuk asasi Uitm dgn harapan dpt 4 flat for my result then, dpt amek medic..urghh *sedih*
But then, my parents argued on my decision.. both of them risau sbb mostly org ckp doctor busy smpai tak duduk umah bgai.. those things jd kt my cousin..

My passion of being a doctor sgt tinggi.. It's not bcoz glamour or what..(okk klau gaji tinggi tu ade gak la trpkir, but jd business woman pon kaya ape.. like vivy huhuh)
Reason knp I nak sgt jd doc tu.. once bile kite dh tlg org tu.. nnti akn ade rse satisfied kat diri sndiri.. happy tgk patient happy.. nak2 lagi trpngaruh dgn cite korea fuhh.. lagi la..
But after I ended my foundation and got my result.. ternyata allah dh arranged my fate dgn lebih baik..
Before that, mse dpt result sem 1 asasi lagi dh down gile nak mati.. fuhhh.. but everyone around me pujuk, and gave some advices.. "Takpe madi, ade chance lagi sem 2 nak amek medic tu.. "bla bla bla.. ok thanks to all my friends yg dh bg smngt tu..

haha.. but time tu mmg down gile.. rse dh tak tau nak smbung ape deg..
My parent kept say to me yg buat solat istikarah nak smbung ape.. everytime abes solat doa kat allah nak amek ape time deg..my dad sruh amek physiotherapy.. and bygkan. Die gi umrah gigih die doa die ckp.. ya allah nanges aku mlm2 trpkir psl tu.. but.. not my fate to be one of physiotherapists...

And last year my mom kne msuk hosp and I kne jaga die tunggu kne msuk wad bgai.. at that time kat wad O&G, ya allah punye la rmai org tgh tunggu nk msuk wad.. sbb rmai yg pregnant.. my mom tak pregnant.. but hmm.. doc yg "bijak" gi diagnose my mom pregnant.. wadehel la siot..
Okk.. I'm just standing kt dinding smbil nampak doc2 muda maybe practical.. bwk stethoscope bgai, coat..

 OMG!!

 Dlm hti "I want to be one of them" and guess what AKU NANGES WEHH YA ALLAHHH!!!!! Nanges sbb trpkir.. AKU NAK JADI DOCTORRR.. KNPP AKU TAK DPT JD DOCTOR!! Hm.. *segan*  I guess heartbroken aku tu kalah org putus cinta maybe.. I JUST PUTUS CITA JEE.. hahahah
From that day, I tak nk masuk hospital.. nnti nanges trknang my struggle dlu nk jd doctor.. beli buku diagnosis bgai.. allah..
Allah je tahu apa yg die aturkan..
-wallahualam-