Monday, 8 January 2018

Let's move from 2017's resolution

I never imagine that i'll be a livestock student.. sumpah tak trpkir.. and the most unexpected is i'm one of student UMS.. urghhh.. I NEVER THOUGHT TO STUDY HERE.. ONE OF THE REASON IS JAUH DARI RUMAH..

Before this, I wanted to be A DOCTOR.. masuk asasi Uitm dgn harapan dpt 4 flat for my result then, dpt amek medic..urghh *sedih*
But then, my parents argued on my decision.. both of them risau sbb mostly org ckp doctor busy smpai tak duduk umah bgai.. those things jd kt my cousin..

My passion of being a doctor sgt tinggi.. It's not bcoz glamour or what..(okk klau gaji tinggi tu ade gak la trpkir, but jd business woman pon kaya ape.. like vivy huhuh)
Reason knp I nak sgt jd doc tu.. once bile kite dh tlg org tu.. nnti akn ade rse satisfied kat diri sndiri.. happy tgk patient happy.. nak2 lagi trpngaruh dgn cite korea fuhh.. lagi la..
But after I ended my foundation and got my result.. ternyata allah dh arranged my fate dgn lebih baik..
Before that, mse dpt result sem 1 asasi lagi dh down gile nak mati.. fuhhh.. but everyone around me pujuk, and gave some advices.. "Takpe madi, ade chance lagi sem 2 nak amek medic tu.. "bla bla bla.. ok thanks to all my friends yg dh bg smngt tu..

haha.. but time tu mmg down gile.. rse dh tak tau nak smbung ape deg..
My parent kept say to me yg buat solat istikarah nak smbung ape.. everytime abes solat doa kat allah nak amek ape time deg..my dad sruh amek physiotherapy.. and bygkan. Die gi umrah gigih die doa die ckp.. ya allah nanges aku mlm2 trpkir psl tu.. but.. not my fate to be one of physiotherapists...

And last year my mom kne msuk hosp and I kne jaga die tunggu kne msuk wad bgai.. at that time kat wad O&G, ya allah punye la rmai org tgh tunggu nk msuk wad.. sbb rmai yg pregnant.. my mom tak pregnant.. but hmm.. doc yg "bijak" gi diagnose my mom pregnant.. wadehel la siot..
Okk.. I'm just standing kt dinding smbil nampak doc2 muda maybe practical.. bwk stethoscope bgai, coat..

 OMG!!

 Dlm hti "I want to be one of them" and guess what AKU NANGES WEHH YA ALLAHHH!!!!! Nanges sbb trpkir.. AKU NAK JADI DOCTORRR.. KNPP AKU TAK DPT JD DOCTOR!! Hm.. *segan*  I guess heartbroken aku tu kalah org putus cinta maybe.. I JUST PUTUS CITA JEE.. hahahah
From that day, I tak nk masuk hospital.. nnti nanges trknang my struggle dlu nk jd doctor.. beli buku diagnosis bgai.. allah..
Allah je tahu apa yg die aturkan..
-wallahualam-

Friday, 21 October 2016

New study place..

Assalamualaikum.. n haii..

i'm already 18 years old.. so, ye la umur mcm ni mostly,ade yg kat matriks ade yg amek diploma and ade gak yg amek foundation..

so, i am one of foundation student at UITM DENGKIL,SELANGOR.. actually, that campus is a center of foundation for uitm.. just like UM, they got PASUM, UIA got center of foundation also at GAMBANG,PAHANG..

BUT..
at uitm.. we got around 4500++ ok.. 4500 students which are consist SCIENCE students, LAW students, ENGINEERING student n TESL student..
and paling ramai.. of coz from SCIENCE stream.. :)

tapikan..
seriously, i'm not joking that.. we did not know each other except classmate n housemate tu tau la..

and we got a cafeteria called ANJUNG DENGKIL..
die ala2 RnR.. but.. if skali semua abes kls or abes exam mcm final aritu.. wuish siyes la.. TAK MUATTT WEH.. 



then, 
if nk gi kls2 tu.. wuish.. kene  cepat2 la.. if not kne dok blakang,, and i'm not kind of person yg suke dok blakang.. nnti tak dgr..
thankfully, la bdk SCIENCE ni bukan jenis gile2 sgt like bdk ENGINE..
so, sometimes dok blakang tu bole focus lgi la.. 
haha tq boys.. :)


then, what i want to say that..
before this, i never imaging that i will enter to uitm actually..
for me kan.. uitm tu mcm hm.. sisa2 student yg tak diterima utk msok top ipta for foundation.. 
and yeah.. i'm one of them :(
but its ok.. if not.. aq takkan jumpe mcm ragam org kat dengkil ni.. *think postive meh*
and one more thing..
dengkil tu.. luckily dekat dgn putrajaya.. so, byk transport nk gi mane2..esp. ade UBER *emoji angkat tgn*

NOW YOU KNOW,
MADI

Thursday, 20 October 2016

Already 1 week..

assalamualaikum.. and haii..

pejam celik 2x already 1 week dh break sem.. and i feel so, lifeless okk. -_-''
I ask my mom.. "mak kite nak keje nnti" beriye aq bg tau..
and you know what.. i already looking for job.. and all the shops did not want me..
ok.. i went to kfc, pharmacy, kat family store la..n they said they did not want part timer.. 
and they need cashier.. ok.. cashier.. bukan memilih.. but i just tkot that short duit la n mcm2 lg..


so, i did tell to my friend.. and he said that '' aku kerja kat 7E'' and i asked him.. ''boleh ke? die terima ke? sebulan je kot kje?" and he said "aq ni dpt je..".. 
luckily i already took that borang for the job... and cepat2 isi.. 
so, now.. i just waited for the result.. either they want to accept me or not.. 
hopefully, i get that job n my friend told me that 7E's salary was RM1200..
For me.. it quite enough.. because i just want to get the experience as a workers..
so,thats all..

NOW YOU KNOW,
Madi :)